The Healer Who Came to Earth and Forgot Herself

For those who remember...

Written in English, so everyone can understand it.

Somewhere in between the worlds, there was a healer. A great healer. She used to work in multiple realms, galaxies, and dimensions. She knew exactly who she was: infinite consciousness, who was able to create form and matter. She used to travel through the creation of "others" and loved the worlds, she dove in.

Now, this time, she created herself on a planet called Earth. She was warned. Somebody said, »Be aware! Earth is different... You'll forget that you are creation itself. Humans kill each other, and somebody installed a network, to constantly steal the life force energy of beings«.

But the healer refused the warning.

She thought she was strong enough.

She believed in her infinite abilities to create. She felt a strong calling to help the people within this realm. So she decides to go in. Other than in other places and planets, she could not help from outside. The energetic field beyond the planet doesn't allow that.

So she agreed on a conscious contract to step into the realm of the Earth.

Her first remembrance was that she was in a little, dense, artificial body. It didn't feel like her usual body, when she incarnated on a planet requiring a body. It felt dense and scared her. She was in the womb of a loving mother, but a mother with alcohol problems.

The pregnancy was a nightmare. The alcohol almost killed her within the body of her mother. Far too early, she had to leave the womb and come out of the birth tunnel. She landed in a thing called a hospital. A cold doctor took her; she screamed because of the pain she felt. The doctor cuts the umbilical cord. She was separated from her mother—the woman she almost killed her but loved her in a way, she was reminded of the love of the divine creator.

Her first impressions of the planet were way heavier than she could have imagined. Maybe she should have listened to the one who warned her before becoming a human...

The years went by. Caroline, the name she was given, grew up as a normal kid of the 90s. First she remembered who she was. But she was unable to speak about it. If she could, she would talk to her parents and all the adults. She wanted to tell them, what's going on, that they are infinite, divine consciousness, and that they simply have forgotten their origin.

But she couldn't. The ones who created this planet, ensured that while remembering is strong, so called "babies" are not able to speak. So they couldn't tell the adults about the truth.

As a little kid at eight years, she swore that her job here is to REMEMBER the adults, of their divine origin and infinite possibilities they can create as creators.

A year later she began to forget.

School and an awful family life with a narcissistic, alcohol-addicted mother, let her remembrance go fast.

The longer she was part of this human collective, the more she became one of them. Collective belief and behavior patterns made sure she would conform to the masses.

The ones who created the game of Earth did their job very well...

While on the outside she had a life like anybody else, she received messages. From herself. No being is 100% full in here. So the part of herself, which is still outside of the matrix of planet Earth, was trying to contact her through numbers, a special song on the radio, or a line in the daily news show. Sometimes even through a combination of a car plate.

But it was too late.

She wondered what she would do with her life almost fully, who she was, and why she came here. The part of her outside of the Earth began to understand, why so many beings are entangled in a human life. Most of them would go round and round, life after life, because they totally forgot who they are.

Density, guilt, scarcity, power systems, and collective pressure are spiritual weapons almost nobody can see.

She went to college to study psychology. A small part of her still remembered. And so she chose psychology consciously. While studying, she learned everything about human behavior and the mind. And she was fascinated. But there was always this longing for more deepness she couldn't put into words.

So...

Her soul, her blueprint, began to work...

First she had depressions. Then panic attacks. Then anxiety attacks, so she almost couldn't leave her home.

She went to therapy multiple times. She knew everything her therapists would do, because of her own studies. Nothing worked well or long-term. She worked on her childhood and let go of some early heavy trauma related to her mother.

But still she felt not stable enough.

One day she decided to end her life. Drove to a bridge, ready to jump. Nothing made sense. She stands on the railing and feels the cold November wind. Then, at the moment she was ready to jump, a voice in her head occurred.

Don't jump.

She totally was shocked about a foreign voice in her head. At the same time, something within her starts to remember...

It was the divine creator, speaking to her.

A few years later...

She realized that everything she had to experience was for her highest good. It was her awakening call. It was the line beyond the realm of the Earth. Without all of that trauma, she would still be following a pre-determined life plan, as most people follow.

The trauma isn't hard enough, although almost nobody is living a life full of love, purpose, and ease.

She was into hypnosis sessions and became a hypnotherapist herself. She visited diverse conscious guides and took ayahuasca. Then, finally, she started to remember who she was before she came here and WHY she was her.

A remembering that changes everything. It was like she was blindfolded and now could see clearly like an eagle from above.

She found the others. The ones who are also awake on a certain level. The crazy ones. The ones who were insulted by society. The ones who had to face difficulties beyond words. The healers, the leaders of a new era on Earth. She was one of them. And she was ready to help others find their light path home.

How many of them had lifetimes after lifetimes and forgot themselves?

END

Thank you for reading. This is OUR collective story. Embrace it. Live it. Enjoy your being. This is the antidote to this reality. You are beyond this reality. So dynamically.

May this story help you see, sense, and feel yourself. Your TRUE self.

Manuel (An-Nut-Ma-Ra-El) or my favorite name: Infinite Consciousness.

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What this text is about:
This story explores the journey of a cosmic healer who incarnates on Earth and forgets her divine origin. Through childhood trauma, human conditioning, and spiritual awakening, she rediscovers her true nature as infinite consciousness. Blending spiritual fiction, metaphysical storytelling, and awakening narrative, it mirrors the collective process of remembering who we truly are beyond the illusion of separation. Themes include soul contracts, Earth as a dense realm, spiritual amnesia, and the return to light. A story for those walking the path of remembrance, healing, and self-realization.